E um certo arabe me disse:

First, we are always attached to first people that treat us in a good way. We are more attached to the first ones more than the laters one.
Like our parents.
Being a girl in a house with no boys was another factor you got really attached to this guy.
He was most likely the first one who treated you nice the way you want people to treat you.
The bound was already made
doesn't really matter how he treats you now.
There is nothing strange about the way you feel about him.
The only thing strange is why he would treat you like this.


The first love in our lives is alwasy not the true one in most of the case. And I can tell you why. So, when we lose our first love we always thing that's gonna be the end of the world. A voice deep withing us always tell us "You will never find a man like him again. You will never find love ever again" and gloomy voices like this
If we listen to this voices, our romantic life will be put to an end. Those voices are lying to you. He's not gonna the only love in your life. You gonna meet new people and you gonna find your true love then.
You are too young know, life is still ahead of you. You are too naive too, so you can trust you first choice on which love is true and which is just a passing desire.

As I said, the firs love of our life is alwasy too stong, yet fake. If you don't believe me, I can prove it to you

Can you tell me more reason why you loved him?

Me perguntaram isso, e eu poderia fazer uma lista infinita de coisas falando, mas apenas uma frase explica.












Porque ele não precisa de mim.

A coisa mais intrigante que ouvi essa madrugada foi:

"how is your father with you? How much time does he spend with you?"
E por incrível que pareça, eu não sei a resposta.